And we hide behind Lies, anger, hate, they shoo love away Build shells of ourselves outside It shelters body from cold reigns of reality Come on, step out of your rind, assemble strength, focus, release and run to me, you can never look back to the visions from the past, they fade and wilt in time You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through, then I turn and walk away Eclipse you (bleed you, cut you away) And bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur Eclipse you (bleed you, cut you away) I spit up on my plate and I push everything away From me And we sever all ties It creates disruption midst circle of friends I become the sacrifice Spare your life and leave me to my misery Get off the cross and save yourself, run away, I'll be okay Run now get away from me, if I can get my grip I'll pull you down into the hell I call my head, you'll never get away I sit down in my ugly place and build walls out of fragments from my past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away You've got to just trust me to hold your hand through, then I'll turn and walk away I walk under the clouds of gray Sphere of storms in my head I'm trapped again in endless rain I divorce the thoughts of you I love with me I divorce your innocence and my guilt I divorce the lying sellout confidence I'm divorcing every mother fuckin' thing I divorce the love bled meaningless I divorce the makeshift harmony I divorce the taunting acts of violence I divorce the pastime of jealousy I divorce control I divorce the faith I divorce the virtue I divorce the rain I divorce the excuse I divorce the greed I divorce the need I divorce iniquity in this motherfucking bullshit life Just want it all to go away Just want to run away to die Take it, myself, my life Text book fucking mental Off me and pitch me in a hole In this motherfucking bullshit life In this fucking bullshit life I'll always be your shadow And veil your eyes from states of ain soph aur I can't be the hero anymore I spit up on my plate and then I turn and walk away I spit up on my plate and I disrupt the family I spit up on my plate and I sever the entity And I feel your warm sun on my face Separate Separate Separate Separate Eclipse you (bleed you, cut you away) And bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur Eclipse you (bleed you, cut you away) I spit up on my plate and I push everything away From me Eclipse you (bleed you, cut you away) And bleed you, strip you of your states of ain soph aur I need you (bleed you, cut you away) It's always been this way, I push everything away From me